很纳闷的一个晚上
很想放弃
很想很想
太多太多
没有沟通
你
距离我心中的影子
越来越遥远
我
也开始
把
很多很多
的心事
让眼泪冲走
不想说
因为你给不到我安慰的举动
我要的其实真的不多
可是一年多了
你还是不懂
越来越不懂我
你
只会不理我
不敢靠近我
当我伤心、生气时
我很需要爱
我喜欢被爱
当初你不曾发我脾气
可是最近
我一个星期里
多少个夜晚是眼泪在眼眶的
你懂吗?
你不懂
你还要给我脸色看
还要说我越来越爱为无为的事给你脸色看
既然我们都不开心了
为什么还要继续?
我敢在提了。。
我也不懂你真真在想什么
或许你更辛苦吧?
如果是,如果你看到
有同感那你就说出来吧
不想再辛苦了。。
很累很累
大哭一场后
我需要一个拥抱。。
Sunday, September 1, 2013
Thursday, April 4, 2013
我没有emo
我只是想把每年这时候的感觉抒发
其实每年去到那个地方
我的心里都很害怕
不懂那是为何
拿着香从外面
用着很重的脚步走进去
我从来不敢独自一个人走进那儿
或许你会觉得我很傻
自己的父母
你在怕什么?
我也不懂
我只想有一堆人陪着我进去
因为那样我才不觉得孤独
心里才不会乱想东西
眼泪才不会流下来
每年去到那儿
望着爸爸的样子
都觉得他在我印象中不是那个样子
可是我又不懂他是什么样子
我忘了
所以我只好每年这个时候去看看你那张照片
把那照片里的样子牢牢记住
至于妈咪叻?
你在好高好高
我望不到你照片的样子><
可是,
我还记得你的样子叻。。
虽然十一年了
你已离开我十一年了
我还记得
你每天早上带我去吃早餐
你记得吗?、
记得你病的很重了
劝我们要好好听婆婆的话
记得你每次去医院打针回来就很辛苦的样子
妈咪,
全家人都赞你是最好的妈咪
很会煮菜
从不计较
我很庆幸我有这样好的妈咪
虽然你陪伴我的时间真的很短很短
可是那已是我一辈子的回忆
妈咪在那边有没有煮好料给爸爸?
haha。。
我的好妈咪一定有对不对。。
要好好照顾自己啊在那边。。
每年回去纪念你们两
也就是我能做的孝顺了=)
我想你们了=)
我爱你,daddy and mummy..
I LOVE YOU
Saturday, March 2, 2013
Thursday, January 10, 2013
exam finish not yet one month but almost one month
i already feel my life is so boring man!!!
looking for alot of job but those i want
no reply...
those dun wan keep reply!!
ish!!
recently I am so happy with the love one,
i really feel happiness
he do everything just for me
he try so hard to make me happy everyday
he do what i want
and i keep angry him
blek..
but
the important is
I REALLY LOVE YOU LA..
that day have a bad dream
I dream you not longer mine
you leave me
you not longer be a yes men to me
i shock and wake
i scare it was real
i cant accept it
if it was real
but i know it wont be
cause you promise me
you are a guy treat gf very good de
and i choose to believe you
dont ever hurt me
and dont let my dream come true!!
yeah!first post of 2013!
a new me!!
i am 20
how to accept it?
i already feel my life is so boring man!!!
looking for alot of job but those i want
no reply...
those dun wan keep reply!!
ish!!
recently I am so happy with the love one,
i really feel happiness
he do everything just for me
he try so hard to make me happy everyday
he do what i want
and i keep angry him
blek..
but
the important is
I REALLY LOVE YOU LA..
that day have a bad dream
I dream you not longer mine
you leave me
you not longer be a yes men to me
i shock and wake
i scare it was real
i cant accept it
if it was real
but i know it wont be
cause you promise me
you are a guy treat gf very good de
and i choose to believe you
dont ever hurt me
and dont let my dream come true!!
yeah!first post of 2013!
a new me!!
i am 20
how to accept it?
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Friday, November 23, 2012
WHEN I AM HUNGRY WHEN I OPEN MY EYES IN THE EARLY MORNING...
HE COOKED BREAKFAST FOR ME<3 font="font">3>
WHEN I AM TIRED...
HE CAME AND HELP ME SWEEP AND MOP THE FLOOR<3 font="font">3>
WHEN I AM LAZY TO DRIVE...
HE CAME AND BE MY DRIVER<3 font="font">3>
WHEN I AM ANGRY..
HE IS READY TO LET ME SCOLD<3 font="font">3>
WHEN I FEEL TIRED OF THE BODY..
HE GIVE ME MASSAGE<3 font="font">3>
WHEN I FEEL EMO..
HE IS HERE TO MAKE ME NO EMO WITH ANYTHING<3 font="font">3>
HE CAN BE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE
HE CAN JUST DO WHATEVER I WANT
IS NOT BCUZ OF HE IS STUPID
IS BCUZ HE LOVE ME
IS BCUZ HE WANT ME TO BE HAPPY IN EVERYTHING
YA..AND I KNOW IT
AND THX FOR BEING SO LOVE TO ME
THX DEAR<3 font="font">3>
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH<3 font="font">3>
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
let me blog awhile after study for awhile only><
i got the mood to study but got feel to blog!
so don't let my heart lo lo liun I come and blog first..
I feel to block her cuz her status is fucking annoying!
no need to write out whatever in your life la..
know you are fucking well now..
so what are you going to show!
kay.. don't wasted my post just to scold a damn you!
it is not worst!
when i studying my family was watching tv
and the drama kid keep shouting mummy ar mummy ar mummy arrrr
make me all of sudden miss my mom so much!
i dunno why the feeling pop up suddenly
and my tears was rolling in the eyes..
i not mean to dont let it fall
but its just not to fall..
is a fact my mom will not appear in my life anymore since i am 9
but i miss my mom all of sudden
i feel to hug her
feel to say out loud I LOVE YOU MUMMY!
feel to call mummy! mummy! mummy!
kay..tat all...
i am alright!
this is the feeling of sudden!
is time back to book!=)
the weather outside was so shiny today
after the few week of rainy days!
i got the mood to study but got feel to blog!
so don't let my heart lo lo liun I come and blog first..
I feel to block her cuz her status is fucking annoying!
no need to write out whatever in your life la..
know you are fucking well now..
so what are you going to show!
kay.. don't wasted my post just to scold a damn you!
it is not worst!
when i studying my family was watching tv
and the drama kid keep shouting mummy ar mummy ar mummy arrrr
make me all of sudden miss my mom so much!
i dunno why the feeling pop up suddenly
and my tears was rolling in the eyes..
i not mean to dont let it fall
but its just not to fall..
is a fact my mom will not appear in my life anymore since i am 9
but i miss my mom all of sudden
i feel to hug her
feel to say out loud I LOVE YOU MUMMY!
feel to call mummy! mummy! mummy!
kay..tat all...
i am alright!
this is the feeling of sudden!
is time back to book!=)
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