change and change and change!!! at last what i have decide? first i decide to study cabin crew~before spm~! but i am too short???!!!!!!for some air line!!! and i know from lot of people say the qualification is very higher!! so i give up at last!! second i decide to be a kindergarten teacher~before spm and after spm before the result come out i go to a kindergarten to work as a part time teacher i love the job much!! i think i have find my way! and i think i am suitable to go to my aim!! but at last i cant!! bcuz some problem of my leg!! and i ned to give up my second aim!! and after spm result i am thinking to take foundation~~!! so i go to ucsi and ask bout it!! and i think to take business after foundation~~!! and when i think it was ady confirm!! but at last it change again!! my aim is not that clear i think!! it is still very confusing!! i think what my aunty told me was the correct thing!! i not follow what friend have take!! cuz i surely know that is not my dream!!! so i am not easily infact by people!! but i am a person who not really get surely aim!! i hate my self of this habit!! i think i should think it early!! but i am late!!!! so now my decision is i dunwan to start my skul life first!! it mean not in this year i will start my skul life!! i am not a person who really lik study!! and i also not a person who really clever in study!! so i think i should go and work for this half year!! to find kind of job to find out my aim!! and i only start decide what to study!!! i think this is the best way!! hope what i have do with this is the correct way and bless me!! the latest decision i have think!!

真的烦死了啦!! 不拿成绩烦成绩会怎样!! 拿了成绩烦要怎样!! 要读什么科!! 我就是个没什么目标的人!! 一切顺其自然就好啊!! 不过世界上有多少事能这样自然!! 有多少事是不用做决定!! 不要在问我读什么!! 我真的不懂!! 不想烦了!!