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Friday, December 30, 2011

The last day of 2011
This year really meaningful to me
know alot alot of news fren
thx thx thx
for someone who i did wrong to them
Here to saySORRY
thx for who cheer me up
when i am down
i really appreciated you all as my fren
ady 18
Going end soon
however is really meaningful 18
Sweet 18^^
Memorable year
today is 'qi' ur bufdae
31th dec
hurby bufudae again n again
U really enjoy ur life
i love ur life style seriously
U r my idol
i miss the first day u come my house
I miss the way u keep talk to me
i miss ur num show on my phone screen
i miss when i pick up phone and u say hello
i miss the way you teach me every thing
i miss the way you you keep make me talking
I miss the way you hold on my shoulder
i miss the way you wont let me alone when u r there
i miss the way u sit bside me
i miss the way u tel me who is the one talking on stage
i miss the way u give ur jacket to me when i say cold
i miss the way u hug me
i miss the way u write all korea alphabet on my hand n book
i miss the way u wearing the give u bring from korea abd wear on my hand
i miss the way u push my head
I miss the way we keep hi five
I miss the way when i scare u jus look at me and show me you can do it
i miss the way you look at me and say you love me
thx for everything you did
seriously apprecia it
Thx for the postcard and the present you bring to me
thx thx thx
sorry for the time i angry at you
when i jus know u for two week
sorry for everytime you cal me
i will ask who r u
Sorry i dun wan to giv u my blig link
i jus dunwan u to know my everything
sorry for the way i treat you
here to say
I really appreciat you in my deep in heart
i really glad to have you as my fren
wish you all the best in ur life
and you can do it!
I miss you and love you
Best fren ever
wait for u to coming back...
Again wish u hurby 21th birthday^^
Love you ever^^fren forever^^

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Wow!
What a awesome week!
I love this week!
It is freaking happy!
Start from last tues
althrough i cry on that day
But after the night i alone at home
it does not lonely
wed start out whole day
thurs night out whole day again
friday night going a party and know frw korean
And few guys
and go for second round til 3am sumthing
count down for christmas eve reach
lol..haha...wanna sisha but cant fimd the place we aim
so we jus yam cha
Sat giv ppl put aeroplane
but nvm got another gang date me
luckly my christmas eve not alone
thx nelson n all of u^^
Sun wake up and giv ppl date to lunch again
after lunch straight go to sunway with ronnie them
is tired cuz keep finding food shop><
But at last we enjoy and hav a lot funny story
go for movie and reach home at 3am sumthing too^^
Monday hav date by meng n wye go to movie at 1.30
And when i wake up its 1.31pm d
lol...sry sry..><
Reach cinema at 2pm
how fast my process to cinema^^
And having breakfast at arond 4pm
bak home at 5pm
got party at jason house at 8
But i tired for the whole day
look like no energy ppl sitting on sofa
And i start play com at 6pm
Thinking off at 7.30pm
but i fail to do it><
Continue and play til 7.40
I sms him say i dun wan attend ur party d
cuz lazy drive..haha
he say ask khai ling fetch u but she not going
haha...put aeroplane again
sry sry..haha
this friday party comfirm going^^
Tues 9am out from my house
Go melaka,pd..
Wat a awesome trip
althrough i still in malaysia
so what?
I enjoy the time v u all
we all are best fren ever^^
I love the time we spend together^^
Non stop eating><
I am fat><
Reach home at wed 8.30pm..
This my life..
I enjoy it!
Lastly thx haw jeh fetch us go^^
Thx twix n eve taking so much our photo^^
Thx ren xuan for giv me zat and no angry^^
Thx william be our hotel host^^haha..lol
love you all!

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Cry cry cry
cry for wat?
Jus let it be
I hate my heart
it is too soft
it really easy heart by someone
My heart was pain
family?
I dont have
i dont even dare to have
i not mean u all bad
just i cant stand to it
Just feel to lost in the world
god pls help me
i just bring trouble
Dont talk to me
i really clever in acting
can cry and talk at phone with smile
who really understand me?
I hate
All i hate is myself!
Just hope god will help me in what i think!
It is easy
god pls!

Saturday, December 17, 2011

抱怨是对现况不满
解释是对现况的说明
有些事难以解释清楚
我就是不爽
我没有要说明
我真的很讨厌
是极度讨厌
每次的不满都是你引起
我越来越享受一个人
不需要面对任何人
就不会有压力
不会有争吵
不要在来挑动我软弱的心
不要让我眼泪流下来
我不会讲出其原因
也不要继续你们那错误无理的猜测
就让我独自一个人
解释只会让我的言语变成坏话
谁真正了解我的
自然懂得我的心
只是我还没遇到其人!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

我真的很讨厌我自己!
都是我的错啊!
为什么你们酱爱为我讲故事?
我不想和任何人道歉
就让我继续错!
你赢了啊!
彻底赢了!
开心吗?
我变了!
就让我变啊!
不想解释本来就是我!
有何好解释?
我目中无人?
是!
我不尊重长辈?
对!
心中的悲哀又谁懂?
都听她的就好
我只想做我自己的恶魔!
天使本来就不属于我!
我本来就不是一分子!
又有谁把我当一分子!
我永远都是输家!
我需要坚强!
眼泪请停!
输的永远是输的!
再多的解释也是输的!