The last day of 2011
This year really meaningful to me
know alot alot of news fren
thx thx thx
for someone who i did wrong to them
Here to saySORRY
thx for who cheer me up
when i am down
i really appreciated you all as my fren
ady 18
Going end soon
however is really meaningful 18
Sweet 18^^
Memorable year
today is 'qi' ur bufdae
31th dec
hurby bufudae again n again
U really enjoy ur life
i love ur life style seriously
U r my idol
i miss the first day u come my house
I miss the way u keep talk to me
i miss ur num show on my phone screen
i miss when i pick up phone and u say hello
i miss the way you teach me every thing
i miss the way you you keep make me talking
I miss the way you hold on my shoulder
i miss the way you wont let me alone when u r there
i miss the way u sit bside me
i miss the way u tel me who is the one talking on stage
i miss the way u give ur jacket to me when i say cold
i miss the way u hug me
i miss the way u write all korea alphabet on my hand n book
i miss the way u wearing the give u bring from korea abd wear on my hand
i miss the way u push my head
I miss the way we keep hi five
I miss the way when i scare u jus look at me and show me you can do it
i miss the way you look at me and say you love me
thx for everything you did
seriously apprecia it
Thx for the postcard and the present you bring to me
thx thx thx
sorry for the time i angry at you
when i jus know u for two week
sorry for everytime you cal me
i will ask who r u
Sorry i dun wan to giv u my blig link
i jus dunwan u to know my everything
sorry for the way i treat you
here to say
I really appreciat you in my deep in heart
i really glad to have you as my fren
wish you all the best in ur life
and you can do it!
I miss you and love you
Best fren ever
wait for u to coming back...
Again wish u hurby 21th birthday^^
Love you ever^^fren forever^^

Wow!
What a awesome week!
I love this week!
It is freaking happy!
Start from last tues
althrough i cry on that day
But after the night i alone at home
it does not lonely
wed start out whole day
thurs night out whole day again
friday night going a party and know frw korean
And few guys
and go for second round til 3am sumthing
count down for christmas eve reach
lol..haha...wanna sisha but cant fimd the place we aim
so we jus yam cha
Sat giv ppl put aeroplane
but nvm got another gang date me
luckly my christmas eve not alone
thx nelson n all of u^^
Sun wake up and giv ppl date to lunch again
after lunch straight go to sunway with ronnie them
is tired cuz keep finding food shop><
But at last we enjoy and hav a lot funny story
go for movie and reach home at 3am sumthing too^^
Monday hav date by meng n wye go to movie at 1.30
And when i wake up its 1.31pm d
lol...sry sry..><
Reach cinema at 2pm
how fast my process to cinema^^
And having breakfast at arond 4pm
bak home at 5pm
got party at jason house at 8
But i tired for the whole day
look like no energy ppl sitting on sofa
And i start play com at 6pm
Thinking off at 7.30pm
but i fail to do it><
Continue and play til 7.40
I sms him say i dun wan attend ur party d
cuz lazy drive..haha
he say ask khai ling fetch u but she not going
haha...put aeroplane again
sry sry..haha
this friday party comfirm going^^
Tues 9am out from my house
Go melaka,pd..
Wat a awesome trip
althrough i still in malaysia
so what?
I enjoy the time v u all
we all are best fren ever^^
I love the time we spend together^^
Non stop eating><
I am fat><
Reach home at wed 8.30pm..
This my life..
I enjoy it!
Lastly thx haw jeh fetch us go^^
Thx twix n eve taking so much our photo^^
Thx ren xuan for giv me zat and no angry^^
Thx william be our hotel host^^haha..lol
love you all!

Cry cry cry
cry for wat?
Jus let it be
I hate my heart
it is too soft
it really easy heart by someone
My heart was pain
family?
I dont have
i dont even dare to have
i not mean u all bad
just i cant stand to it
Just feel to lost in the world
god pls help me
i just bring trouble
Dont talk to me
i really clever in acting
can cry and talk at phone with smile
who really understand me?
I hate
All i hate is myself!
Just hope god will help me in what i think!
It is easy
god pls!

抱怨是对现况不满
解释是对现况的说明
有些事难以解释清楚
我就是不爽
我没有要说明
我真的很讨厌
是极度讨厌
每次的不满都是你引起
我越来越享受一个人
不需要面对任何人
就不会有压力
不会有争吵
不要在来挑动我软弱的心
不要让我眼泪流下来
我不会讲出其原因
也不要继续你们那错误无理的猜测
就让我独自一个人
解释只会让我的言语变成坏话
谁真正了解我的
自然懂得我的心
只是我还没遇到其人!

我真的很讨厌我自己!
都是我的错啊!
为什么你们酱爱为我讲故事?
我不想和任何人道歉
就让我继续错!
你赢了啊!
彻底赢了!
开心吗?
我变了!
就让我变啊!
不想解释本来就是我!
有何好解释?
我目中无人?
是!
我不尊重长辈?
对!
心中的悲哀又谁懂?
都听她的就好
我只想做我自己的恶魔!
天使本来就不属于我!
我本来就不是一分子!
又有谁把我当一分子!
我永远都是输家!
我需要坚强!
眼泪请停!
输的永远是输的!
再多的解释也是输的!

成功
要成功
就必须改变
所谓改变?
改变就是
做你没天不做的东西
做你不喜欢做的东西
做你不长做的东西
把自己参与进成功的人
那么成功离你不远
人必须有梦想
因梦想不用给钱的
那为什么你不敢梦?
梦想小,问题大
梦想大,问题小
梦想大大,问题就会不见..

不该看的,不该看的!
说好了眼泪不为你而流的!
但为什么...
我真的不应该...
为什么来挑动我那还没复原的心
你说你会让它痊愈
我该相信吗?
算了..
我不是爱不起,是伤不起
眼泪又不停的落
我的心真的受伤了..
昨晚看着他的部落格
至少我在他心中有一定的位子
我失眠了好几个晚上
他也倍了我好几个晚上
而你也每个晚上不断信息我
我好像在写故事><
我真的不想看到你的信息
不是讨厌而是害怕
我其实也没什么理其他人
一切都是你自己想象的
你说你听到的
那么你选择相信我也无言
我不选择
不是有另一个他
不是等着他
因为我不敢爱
我怕我又再次爱得太深
怕又变成熟悉的陌生人
突然觉得我的心
越大越脆弱
我不希望受保护
只希望不时有个人给我个拥抱
需要时给我个肩膀
突然觉得
朋友,我好像没有!

好有感觉想写部落格

突然有种心中纳闷的感觉

是夜深人静的思念

还是孤独的想念？

那些年

好想回到那些年

那些无知的当年

至少无知得开心

至少无知得无忧无虑

人的心情如天气

天会下雨

心会掉泪

记忆

昨晚睡不着

头脑开始转动

想起了"小时后"

被婆婆用自行车

载去补习

那时候觉得很丢脸

现在想回

我其实多么幸福

有多少人被婆婆这样载过?

好想在一次被她载

不过不可能了

她的体力已经不象以前般了

载不起我了

人往往在错过了才珍惜

what a 'SPECIAL' day!!!!!
friday
going to pj as normal
abnormal is go with kian yang
and on the way going after fetch khai ling
my car crush with divider
think it as nothing
but on the middle road to home
some sound out!!!!
'gut gut guttttt'
saw a petrol station
straight turn to it
my tire burst
what the fuck!!!!
luckily got the gentlemen kian yang
he help me evrything
i never touch anything
thx thx thx
besides thx is stillll thxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
he asks me a question
give him how many mark tonight
100 leh...haha only for tonight laXDblek
once again thx for u lee kian yang!!!!

好像好久以下没上来了

饥饿三十过了

过了....

过了.....

有种舍不得啊

想念....

当在筹备时大家都很累

很累.......很累.......

大家都在发闷气....讲气话....

过了也都没事了。。。

反而....大家都好珍惜....好想念....

认识到各国各地的朋友

你们真的很热情啦

对朋友的关怀，我永远做不到

谢谢你们对我的包容及一切

最近人生真的多姿多彩

还是一样我喜欢现在

我享受现在

其实中六没有我想象中的差

反而是很好

完全没有在预料中的

谢谢，最亲爱最关心我的伯母

是他让我做出这个选择

不后悔

谢谢谢谢在谢谢

突然很想念你们啦 zi wei ， weng mun ， nicole wye

zi wei 最近的你是乎不开心？？

遇到挫折了吗？？

记得还有我！！！

很想念你坐在我旁边的感觉啦！！！

惨了！！是否爱上你了？？hahahahhaahhaha。。。。

得空就越下我吧！！！

weng mun

8 婆 你还好吗？？

还记得我吗？？

几时得空约我？？？

照顾好你自己啦！！

想你了<3

nicole

leng mui=)

生日要到啦

生日快乐先

恭喜发财先

身体健康先

记得找我出去喝喝茶

谈谈天

不然我会想你想到傻啦^^

死了一阵子的部落阁

有想念吗???

最近都忙得有点喘不过气

不过还是觉得很有意义的生活啦

上个星期六去看曹格的演唱会

他的唱功真是一流

不过样子就-----haha

最近很喜欢严爵啊

我要去看他的演唱会!

最近在忙饥饿三十的营

做为筹委会的当然要忙才对吧

还要是活动组的筹委当然更忙

不过就认识了一班好好的朋友们啦

在一起就讲他人坏话的朋友们啦

不只是认识他们

还有好多好多的人啦

就觉得人越大越容易认识人麻

模拟营刚结束

连续三个晚上睡不超过五个小时

我的样子真的不能见人拉

黑眼圈赢过熊猫叻

第一天的营不是很满意

第二天就满意到暴

也笑到暴

也学到很多很多东西啦=这才是重点吗

玩了"恩爱" 游戏真是全身痛啦

现在就等星期五入营

加油啦ROCKER!

其实还有一个废物要写

就是我发现好多人很爱我面子书的名拉

哈哈

大家一直就在问我可以学我吗XD

还有刚认识不久的朋友都不懂我真名

都叫ROCKER

有点不好意识

不过还是很喜欢

ROCKER LITTLE GREEN 这个名字啦

i am ROCKER BUT I NOT ROCK!!

WHATSUP!!HAHA

我又觉得很烦啦啦啦啊啊啊啊

不懂还该不该继续

我真的会从中学到什么吗？？

辛苦的抉择

或许我的野心不够

我还是不爱跟他们讲话

我觉得我就是不喜欢

到底该放弃吗？

kxxxx

我一直有种很想念你的感觉

不懂是欣赏还是舍

不过我还是不想碰爱情这东西

我很讨厌驾车啦！！！

我今天兜了很多不懂什么路

就是一直迷路

还发了很大的脾气！！

holiday finishhhhhhhhhed!!!!!!!

should seriously concentrate on my LOWEST SIX!!

ROCKER can do it!!!!!

i have know at gang of friendly and 38 fren in yu hua...

i was happy to know u all!!!

thx to b my fren=))

i started to love my lowest six life!!

i just feel it totally different with what i have think b4..

hope this feel can last ever=)

FIGHT GOR LOWEST SIX..

人大了,烦恼也慢慢的多了
不过,又有谁能阻止烦恼来袭击我们的大脑??
又有谁有酱大的能量把烦恼推走..
又有谁能理解他人的烦恼
又有谁能为他人解决烦恼
烦恼真的是有种无影无踪的能量
他能把人们逼疯逼傻
大家都接受不了它
大家都讨厌它
谁越讨厌它,它就越喜欢他
所以相反的说大家要勇敢的爱上它
烦恼就会跑得 无影无踪
LOL....

读了两个星期的书

我也逃过不少天的课

不是偷是光明正大

星期一又转去一个新的环境

我要从新认识人

还有我没有了"他"的生活

我怕我会孤单

或许在那我会遇到令一个他

虽然我和他熟不到两个星期

不过他就给到我安全敢

他就象是一直在默默的保护我

他总是在我身边逗我开心

就算是吵来吵去我还是很开心

我不敢确定我是否已经爱上他

我不懂我是爱他还是习惯了有他

我不懂我是爱上了他还是纯粹喜欢他

不过我还是想他陪着我<3

谢谢你,XXX

朋友们

你们之间不懂是不是出现了些问题

不过还是希望你们开开心心生活在一起

因为你们还是需要互相扶持的

在家靠父母,出外靠朋友

人与人之间难免会有误会

不过就象以前一样大家过了就算了吧

大家都似乎很大了

人生也越来越多难题了

大家一起勇敢面对吧

想你们了=))

祝你们愉快XD

Monday i going to start my school>&lt;

don't think so much d>&lt;

don't change my mind d>&lt;

i am going from 6>&lt;(seriously)

LOLXX

i say before i won't go for it>&lt;

but now i am the one who did it>.&lt;

mind have been mature??

many of you have been tell me from 6 is hard!!

i also think that and was saying that before>&lt;

but not yet try not yet sure=))

between from 6 actually is a government A-level

but it is free>&lt;

between which course was easy??

which course no need to study and get good result??

just go with it!!

now i was quite nervous to start my school>&lt;

just think it positive and do it with my sense=)

LASTLY, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY LOVELY AUNTY (THX FOR HER GUIDE AND TEACHING ALTHOUGH MY MOM WAS BORN ME TO THIS WORLD BUT THAT WAS MY AUNT GUIDE ME TO A POSITIVE AND SUCCESS WAY)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY LOVELY GRANDMA (HOPE SHE GET HEALTHY AND HAPPY ,

THX HER VERY MUCH TOO , ILY POPO)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY MUMMY TOO, ALL THE BEST IN HEAVEN YA, ILY

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MUMMY IN THIS WORLD=))))

change and change and change!!! at last what i have decide? first i decide to study cabin crew~before spm~! but i am too short???!!!!!!for some air line!!! and i know from lot of people say the qualification is very higher!! so i give up at last!! second i decide to be a kindergarten teacher~before spm and after spm before the result come out i go to a kindergarten to work as a part time teacher i love the job much!! i think i have find my way! and i think i am suitable to go to my aim!! but at last i cant!! bcuz some problem of my leg!! and i ned to give up my second aim!! and after spm result i am thinking to take foundation~~!! so i go to ucsi and ask bout it!! and i think to take business after foundation~~!! and when i think it was ady confirm!! but at last it change again!! my aim is not that clear i think!! it is still very confusing!! i think what my aunty told me was the correct thing!! i not follow what friend have take!! cuz i surely know that is not my dream!!! so i am not easily infact by people!! but i am a person who not really get surely aim!! i hate my self of this habit!! i think i should think it early!! but i am late!!!! so now my decision is i dunwan to start my skul life first!! it mean not in this year i will start my skul life!! i am not a person who really lik study!! and i also not a person who really clever in study!! so i think i should go and work for this half year!! to find kind of job to find out my aim!! and i only start decide what to study!!! i think this is the best way!! hope what i have do with this is the correct way and bless me!! the latest decision i have think!!

真的烦死了啦!! 不拿成绩烦成绩会怎样!! 拿了成绩烦要怎样!! 要读什么科!! 我就是个没什么目标的人!! 一切顺其自然就好啊!! 不过世界上有多少事能这样自然!! 有多少事是不用做决定!! 不要在问我读什么!! 我真的不懂!! 不想烦了!!

sakai po!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
你以为你是谁??
有这样的权利骂我??
我们的地位都是同等的啦!!
只是你是老八婆罢了啦!!
差到死!!酱老还跟我同地位
还要在那边骂这个骂那个
大家都不懂几讨厌你叻!!
在骂我看我跟你吵架没有
大家都知道你几样衰咯
autie不懂几不爽你咯
我们大家都很合群的一起开心的工作
就只有你样衰
没人想哩你叻!!!!!
死样衰!!!死'anjing'!!!!
谢谢lenglui auntie..^^
autie 你看到一定开心的!!
哈哈

病了几个星期了!!
吞进肚子里的药脚趾手指用完都数不完有多少种
好累了啦
似乎有种不想过年的感觉
有种很很,非常,超想念朋友们的感觉
过年出来见见面吧
突然觉得世界好大了
大到我们很难见到面
突然觉得时间好少
少到我们没时间见面

祝:
新年快乐
恭喜发财
天天开心
身体健康
友谊永固

我似乎已爱得无可自拔了
辛苦啦!!!
不想在想你了
请离开我好吗??
讨厌我的脑袋一直出现你
讨厌我的眼睛去留意你
你不帅
你不值得我爱
你不值得我喜欢
你没有想象中的完美
多希望我可以失意
那我就可以选择不成认识你
我讨厌你,更讨厌想你的我!!!

新的一年啦!!!
今天是2011年1月1日
从早上没心情到现在
或许是没什么睡到觉吧
昨天是玩到开心下
不过也给你们吓到半死
我连续三个星期去pavillion
我自己都觉得有点傻
心情一整天都属于低落的
我不想这样啊
不过控制不到
我讨厌这样的自己!!!!!!!!